Tuesday, January 10, 2006

January 10, 2006 - Fatty and the Athlete

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR
GGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!

I fought my entire workout this morning. Kind of like the story of my life. It ought not have been so hard; I wasn't hurting physically; I've quit smoking, so my lungs weren't hurting; I was listening to great tunes on the IPod... yet the whole way, in my mind, I was just one step from quitting.... I am just so tired of fighting.

The positive spin: I finished the workout - I DIDN'T QUIT!. I feel good. It makes good sense that training for, or running a marathon isn't always going to be easy. Not only is the glass not half empty - it is almost full damnit... and, I'm alive.

Undeniably though, the emotional baggage is heavy today.









posted by Scott at 6:52 AM

4 Comments:

Blogger BuckeyeRunner said...

Yeah for you! A quitter, you are not! Way to power through, Scott.

7:29 PM  
Blogger Scott said...

Thanks buckeyerunner... I really appreciate your kind support! Wasn't I just in a mood...

I just read your posts of the last couple of days and I am sitting here giggling over your description of your recent grocery store experience.

I'm still working my way into this blogging thing - but I think it is going to be enormously helpful to keep my training going and getting me through this [damn] marathon.

My weekend goal is to try to figure out how to put the links of my daily reads into my blog like you have on yours.

Run on...

6:02 AM  
Blogger BuckeyeRunner said...

Scott,
If you go to my page, and then right click on it, there will be a selection that says "View Source" in the little pop-up box that opens. Select that, and in another window, my source code will appear. You can scroll down to find where I put my "regular read" part of the sidebar and then just copy and paste your particular links into your template section. Let me know if you have trouble.

7:02 PM  
Blogger BuckeyeRunner said...

Oh yeah...a good place to start editing your side bar is to go into your template, find the "edit-me" links, and start there. Play around with it. Good luck!

7:08 PM  

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